Im in pain right now.
My heart mourn
in this moment.
Looking at faces,
smiling
while they
tear it our.
The tension is high
and I choose
to cease
the celebration.
Before my words unspoken
is out in the open,
where they will
hurt
me,
more than those
who called them
to life.
Yet I shiver in tension
of the challenge.
And tears
is the outcome
from
my defeat.
I raise my head.
Cause my heart knows
that this time
it was
magnanimous
in victory.
A bittersweet
unspoken
victory.
And I need a hug :'(
